I'll follow behind you on rainbow road

[paragon]

Who: CAPTAIN AMERICA WANTS YOU
Where: The Baromanogerneson Residence (i.e., 5031)
When: May 9th
What: Mario Kart and subversion, two great tastes that taste great together.
Warnings: Please warn in subjects as needed!
[Open]

The thought had formed pretty much as soon as he'd opened the box that was left on the front porch. The people here need a way to talk. There are two rooms in the house where they would be free to do so. He'd come home one day — not long after the body had disappeared from the upstairs bathroom and all the cameras he'd ripped from their wiring between there and the garage had been put back in place in their absence with a friendly maintenance note left behind that all fixtures in need of repair had been seen to, along with a bill for the expenses — to find Natasha sitting on the bed, writing a note in Sharpie. He'd leaned against the door frame and watched her hold it up to the cameras and make a deal: Steve wouldn't break any more cameras, if they give them the privacy of their bedrooms. As there had only been the three of them at the time (despite the insistence in his head that the house has always been filled by his teammates, just as he remembers of the last few years before Wayward Pines), that had meant the master bedroom downstairs, and Bucky's upstairs.

It had actually worked, though Steve wouldn't have trusted the word of whoever's behind the cameras himself if it weren't for Natasha's daily inspections, and so far the deal's held.

But it's not — can't be — a luxury only afforded to them, for their own sakes. He's told others here and there, and he knows his friends have, too. It's not enough, but nor does he have a way to get people over without arousing suspicion. But then there's the Nintendo system. A little unorthodox, as far as his own methods go, but he'll work with anything he has.

He doesn't put it down anywhere in writing, letting news of the party travel by word of mouth and hoping that's enough to keep it out of the wrong ears. At least for now. There's a chance — a good chance — that it will eventually get the Sheriff's attention, but by then it will have had the effect it's supposed to and given the people here the chance to speak to each other truthfully. And if that comes down on anyone, it's gonna be the people prepared to deal with it.

The day of the ninth is a rainy one, a good day to stay inside and play games with friends. It also provides a good excuse to use the master bedroom just off the end of the foyer as a temporary coat room. Straight ahead in the living room, Mario Kart is all ready to go, and in the kitchen next to that, snack food and drinks are available.

((ooc: THIS IS A MINGLE POST. While I will be tagging around with Steve a bit, this is mostly to give people a chance to chat with each other without the cameras watching. Per Natasha's deal with the powers that be, the cameras in the master bedroom and Bucky's room upstairs have been removed. Natasha will be greeting people at the door and taking them on a "tour" (i.e., to the master bedroom to explain the camera situation, why the party's really happening, and that they are not to discuss the lack of cameras while elsewhere in the house). Feel free to wander in there any time for a chat, or simply enjoy some Mario Kart and refreshments! Commenting around is encouraged, and please note in your top-levels whether they're open or closed. If you have any questions for me I can be found on plurk (jeeps) or discord (jeeps#9644).))

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[volitaunt]

...Right. Right, that makes sense.

[ With a wistful glance at the shed (gotta go fast), he takes both her hands again, closes his eyes, and thinks of the Hill. It's one of the highest points in the colony's hemisphere, reaching above the tree canopy, its crest nothing but a broad expanse of rocks and thick grass. He imagines the evening, the sky going purple, stars--familiar stars--thicker in the sky above Yavin 4 than they would be anywhere on Earth. Yavin itself is setting, the gas giant now a red dome against the treetops that spread almost to the horizon.

Poe opens his eyes in time for a light breeze to cut across the hilltop, stirring the grass and teasing glowing insects into the air.] This is one of my favorite places outside of the ranch. You could almost be flying, from up here.

[coy]

[ Maybe in your dreams, Poe. For now, she's grateful when he takes her hands and suddenly they're back in the room again, her eyes flutter open to see his still closed. And after a moment or two, she's pulled back into his mind and towards a place that's absolutely breath-taking.

Blinking, she looks around as he explains where they are. A smile curves her lips as she lets go of one of his hands, turning to get a better view.]

I can see why... The stars are so... There's so many of them.

[volitaunt]

[ He inhales deeply, scent memory filling his head with green things, the honeyed smell of flowers, the clarity of empty air. Poe tilts his head back, tone wistful. ]

You should see them from the other side of the sky.

[ He's been grounded in Wayward Pines for longer than he's been grounded in recent memory, patchy though it is. No amount of improvements to his motorcycle's engine will match the feel of real flight. ]

[coy]

Maybe you can take me up in your mom's ship, sometime. [ Not now. But in his dreams. She watches him for a moment before she gives his hand a squeeze and grins at him.]

Happy?

[volitaunt]

Yeah.

[ He looks back at her, and for a moment he has the painful, acute desire to kiss her. It's the perfect place to do it, the perfect time.

Instead, he hugs her, fiercely. ] Thanks. I needed this. I really needed this.

[coy]

I'm glad I could do it. [ She lets him draw her in for the hug, moving to wrap her arms around him for a moment, savoring his happiness and feeling relieved that he hasn't freaked out about this whole thing. In fact, he's taking it in stride, without questioning it much, which makes her think that this sort of thing might not be that out there for where he's from.

Hugging him for a moment longer than she probably should, she feels the world start to flicker and blur a little more around them and she lets out a breath.]

Poe, I-- [ She pulls back just enough to look at him.] I wanted to show this so you know this is another way we can talk without worrying. It'll just look like we're meditating or sleeping.

[volitaunt]

That's... [ He lights up, the same way he did when she said welcome to the resistance. ] That's fantastic. I hadn't even-- That's amazing, Caroline. Wait, how many people can you do this with? Is it one at a time?

[coy]

I've only ever tried it with one. [ Damon and Stefan could probably do it with multiple people but they had more experience with it, years. She'd only known she could do it for about a month but she couldn't say any of that. She need to stock up on more blood before she did it with more than one person.]

It would be easier if everyone was sleeping... less taxing. I'm barely holding on right now.

[volitaunt]

[ At that, he lets go of her hands. They're back in Steve and Natasha's room, and Poe shifts to grip her arms gently, more to hold her steady than to hold her up.

If she starts to go down, though, he's ready. ] I'm sorry. I didn't think.

[coy]

No--- [ she breathes out when he lets go of her hands and suddenly they're yanked back into the bedroom. She blinks against the change of scenery.] It's okay. I'm okay. I'm still learning and-- [ Well, she hasn't fed in two days.] I've only ever tried that with someone being awake one other time. It's just easier when the other person is asleep because their mind isn't fighting me and you're not affected or distracted by what's happening outside your head.

[volitaunt]

Got it.

[ He's still nervous about the idea of letting her do it while he's genuinely dreaming. More than nervous. He can't get himself to say it's all right for them to do it that way next time. He can't even think about it without losing the sense of peace he got from that impromptu trip. ]

So--how d'you do it? There's something... [ He falters, puts on a smile. ] Where I'm from, there's something that's like that, a little, but I've never heard of it used like this.

[coy]

[ And there's the question of the hour. She has to bend the truth so that she isn't lying. Lying is bad enough, lying to him is worse and well, if she lies, he'd be able to tell.]

Magic. [ She says it honestly, she weaves the story she'd prepared in her head. She pulls away from him gently, moving to sit on the bed because she does feel worn out.] I died once and when I was brought back to life, I was able to do that. [ And that is, technically, true.]

[volitaunt]

[ He sits down next to her on the bed, goosebumps making his skin prickle. Died, and brought back to life.

Somehow that's more alarming than anything that's happened in the past few minutes. ]

Damn. [ Poe almost, almost touches her face, like somehow that will assure him that she's still present, as though she didn't feel very much alive when they were kissing.

What can he say, other than. Well. Damn? ]

You're all right, though. What you can do, it doesn't hurt you, does it?

[coy]

Oh, no, it doesn't hurt me at all. [ She looks at him with a reassuring expression, smoothing her hands over her legs slowly for a lack of something better for them to do.]

I just didn't know I could do it until recently so I'm still learning how to make it work, how not to use so much energy.

[volitaunt]

[ Poe flops backwards onto the bed, hands resting on his stomach. ] Then maybe, if you're up for it one of these days, I can take you flying.

[ He slants a smile at her from where he's laying. ] When we haven't got Resistance business to discuss.

[coy]

[ She twists to look down at him, her lips curling into a bit of an impish smile.] Yeah? I'd like that, actually. I've never been in a space ship before. [ She moves, perhaps foolishly, to lay down next to him, on her back, leaving an inch or two of space between them.]

I kind of don't want to go back downstairs. [ Because besides the fact she has to face one of her fears:] It's nice to just... be myself.

[volitaunt]

[ Poe rolls onto his side to get a better look at her face, which closes the distance, and then... wriggles backwards a little. To give her space again. To give them both space. It doesn't help that just laying together like this feels so natural. ] Y'mean because of the cameras? Being watched, all of that.

[ He flops onto his back again. ] It's driving me crazy, not being able to talk to Beebee.

[coy]

Yeah, I feel like... I have to always be on, [ She looks up at him as he rolls onto his side and looks at her. It feels familiar. In fact, she half expects him to drape himself over her, one hand on the bed by her head as he leans down to kiss her. But that doesn't happen, he moves back to his back and she feels her pulse slow.]

I'm sorry I can't do it to BB-8 since he's a robot but... You could call him up here if you want even if the cameras might think it's weird you're calling your droid to join in on a makeout session.

[volitaunt]

[ Poe makes... a noise. It is a startled noise, a wait, what, noise, and he looks over at her with an expression on his face that's somewhere between 'are we' and 'do you want to' and 'I thought we weren't???'

Poe is not a spy, okay. ]

[coy]

[ She laughs. No, she giggles, moving to cover her mouth before shaking her head. When she looks at him, she lets her hand slide back down to rest on her stomach as she speaks.] Think about it, they just watched us go into a bedroom, alone together. We're exes and there's been tension between us playing out for them. Boy liked girl. Girl liked boy. Sex. [ She looks at him, pointedly as if to ask: you get where I'm going with this? ]

So of course that's what they're going to think is going on in here.

[volitaunt]

[ Oh, Maker, his brain is going places it should not go while they're in this position. Poe covers his face with both hands and scrubs until his bangs are sticking up and his brain has been rattled out of the gutter. ]

Right. Well. At least we don't have to show off for them. [ He's going to keep his eyes on the ceiling instead of looking at her, because otherwise his brain will be right back to where it was thirty seconds ago.

Instead he pictures himself reaching out, finding her hand where it rests on her stomach, twining their fingers together.

Maker's breath, he hates whoever did this to them. ] I guess we should let someone else. Uh. Have the room.

[ Another slanted smile. ] In case they do want to make out.

[coy]

[ He's not the only one whose mind goes there, although she'd distracted by those thoughts by the way he reacts to having them, the way he rubs his face and...

She lets out a breath, looking over at him and noticing how steadfastly he's trying not to look at her. And when the words come out, she doesn't mean them to. But Caroline Forbes can be as impulsive with her words as she is meticulous with her planning.]

Is it that bad? [ The wanting her? Was it so horrible for them to want each other? To give in? She already knows the answer and yet, somehow it kind of hurts to think of it.]

[volitaunt]

[ That was the last thing he expected her to say.

It ties a knot somewhere between his chest and stomach, in that cavernous space where emotion and sensation seem to mingle.

Now he has to look at her.

He does. He sits up, rolls over, one hand braced beside her. ] It's that good, Care.

[ For a second, the bleak expectations of his own future hover unspoken before he lets them go, still not sure of the right words to shape them. ] It's that good.

[coy]

[ Suddenly he's there, exactly where she'd pictured him only moments before and it's damn near impossible to look up at him and not feel that familiar tugging sensation. It's that magnetic force that seems to keep drawing them together, the one that they, despite their best efforts, they've tried to ignore or set aside.

She understands what he's saying and she nods, ever-so-gently, afraid, for a moment, that if she moves too much, he might move away. ] Okay, [ she murmurs, repeating the word one more time before her hand lifts to touch his face, sliding down the column of his throat, then over his shoulder.

Fingers curl over the slope of it and she uses that leverage to draw him in, forgetting for a moment that they are definitely on her "brother's" bed. Her mouth is barely a breath away from his.] I'll go.

[volitaunt]

[ That isn't fair.

She has to know it isn't fair.

Poe closes his eyes, willing himself to be better than this. Trying to think about anything but the way she slipped her fingers over his skin.

He can feel her breath against his lips. ] I don't want to hurt you.