[ she wants to. she wants to say it but it gets caught in her throat and she can't spit it out. she does love him. she knows it beyond a shadow of a doubt but that love comes with an almost oppressive fear that she will lose him. that something will rip him away from her the way it ripped away everyone else that she loved or loved her. ]
I'm sorry.
[ sorry she can't say it, sorry they ran out of chances, sorry she'd forgotten him here in the hospital when he was the one part of her life that made absolute sense. ]
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I'm sorry.
[ sorry she can't say it, sorry they ran out of chances, sorry she'd forgotten him here in the hospital when he was the one part of her life that made absolute sense. ]