[Justine lowers her eyes and slips her hands away from Nyx. They were fit and a prolong exposure to cold can be just as detrimental as heat. When she spoke her voice is low and almost impossible to hear.]
I want too believe it. [She doesn't know.
Having a brother, Kaulder. Being married to Thomas. It's all so perfect, things that she knows in her heart that she's always wanted: clarity, family and love. Those are also things that she knows, somewhere rooted deeply within her soul, that she can never have. She's far to broken for such normal things.
The tension returns and Justine feels herself slipping. She reaches for her coffee cup from where Nyx had set it.]
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I want too believe it. [She doesn't know.
Having a brother, Kaulder. Being married to Thomas. It's all so perfect, things that she knows in her heart that she's always wanted: clarity, family and love. Those are also things that she knows, somewhere rooted deeply within her soul, that she can never have. She's far to broken for such normal things.
The tension returns and Justine feels herself slipping. She reaches for her coffee cup from where Nyx had set it.]
I should go. [Somewhere... anywhere.]