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caѕѕιan jaron andor ([personal profile] ouzel) wrote in [community profile] pineslog 2017-05-16 05:39 am (UTC)

I've made different choices. [ That is true, he knows, but her question begs a different sort of consideration. ] I want to say yes, because of those choices I've made, but that's... [ He frowns, and takes a sip of his drink. ] I've tried to be a better person, to...be less lethal.

But I am still that person who makes those choices because he wants to be seen differently than he would be otherwise. Does that make sense? People see me differently here, but I'm not...I'm only able to really change so much. I still count the windows and the exits. I still look at people and wonder what they would do if they had their backs against the wall. My blaster is always in reach. That tells me no matter what choices I make from here on out, I'm still that person at the end of the day...just that person trying to have a little less blood on their hands going forward.

So I guess not. Not really.

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