She's not usually one to cry in front of someone. It's not even that she's sobbing or breaking down, her eyes are just leaking water in the vein of 'this is just a thing that is happening' despite how hard she's trying to control it. It feels like someone punched her in the gut. Memories start to surface and Kenzi just shakes her head, wiping her face with her hand. She wouldn't even bother trying to salvage her makeup if it weren't for the ever-prying eyes that they still can't identify.

She can't tell him about Bo. Not because she doesn't trust him, but because it hurts too much. Bo saved her life, gave her a home, gave her a family, and now all that is gone and she doesn't know where to start to get it back but she has to. Bo also isn't human and Kenzi knows these secrets aren't hers to tell. They belong to the fae.

"No, I just wanna go home. Can we just go home?" If she stops crying and puts on this smile and takes a deep breath, can they just go back to pretending everything is normal for five seconds? "I don't think I'm who you want me to be." Definitely not an agent. Certainly not equipped to deal with this kind of tampering all up in her brains.

"... But I want to help. I wanna--" She takes another deep breath and knocks her sunny disposition up a notch for whoever's watching, "We're gonna figure this out and get to the bottom of it and may Cosmic-Space-Overlords have mercy on their souls if they try to fuck with us."